Outside Green Zone One
it’s dusk and London lies sullen before me. The electronic locks click into place with a sound like a camera's motor drive as I breathe in the smell
of wood-smoke and coal and try and remember the tourists, congestion
and hope.
Forty-seven years since the Games, the
crumpled stump of Big Ben and the remains of Parliament sit forlornly
across the river. The rotting buildings and shattered windows look
down upon the once great London Eye now lying half-submerged and
rusting across the Thames like some giant broken bicycle wheel.
‘You sure you don’t need some
protection?’
‘No, Clarke, I’ll be fine,’ I say
with a wry smile.
It’s a ritual. He asks; I decline.
They’re loyal men. My men. But I’m out of uniform; if they’re
asked, they haven’t seen me - and they won’t see my return.
Walking across the river on an
improvised bridge still controlled by my nation, I enter into the
gathering darkness and head for what remains of the old West End
district. Yesterday I’d spotted a wall that was all but undamaged
and which would make a perfect canvas. My head’s down while I move,
avoiding eye contact and trying to evade trouble. It’s raining, the
cracked black tarmac acts like a mirror and I try and admire the
iridescent reflections from the fires and the few remaining
flickering neon. It’s a memory of the old vibrancy of Trafalgar
Square, now in oily decay.
‘Where you goin' brother?'
The voice from the hulk in front of me
is flanked by heavy shadows. A glint of thick gold chain around his
neck gives no clue to his faith.
‘Moving through, is all.'
A knife appears, the blade catching the
fire of the night as it's pressed against my throat.
‘You gota pay man. This my land.'
His breath stinks of ice-crack. The
shadows either side move closer. I've been dreaming. They're too
close. Suddenly I'm out of options. I look up into his eyes, but he's
staring past my left shoulder.
‘Problem, bro's?'
The voice at my side is low and heavy
with intimidation. The maggot in my face backs away with a feral
smile of stained teeth.
‘Hey Joe, he with you? Hey I did’n
know! S'fine Joe, it’s ok man, just sashing, bro, you know?'
The maggots in my face slide back into
the darkness and I turn to study the shaven-headed black dude that
had appeared next to me. Thick beard, coat-collar pulled high around
a neck almost as wide as his shoulders topped with a face scared from
knife fights. He ignores my stare, watching the maggots leave. When
he turns, it's like a rotweiler judging its moment of attack.
‘You're Grafton, ain't ya?' Again
that voice heavy with restrained threat. It demands an answer.
‘Yeah.'
‘I been watchin' you, Grafton,' he
says, the inflection flat, eyes steady, appraising. ‘You been doin'
good, man.'
‘Good? Yeah, right,' I say, playing
for time. If he knows my tag name, he might know my battalion and who
I really am. All I know is that from his appearance, he’s the
enemy.
In my pocket, my fingers tighten around
my gun. This is no simple maggot, no mere thug. He’s clearly a
soldier. I look closer and he matches my stare. In a face mashed by
violence, his eyes are somehow different. There seems no malice
hiding there, just certainty. He smiles mirthlessly at me.
‘Sure,' he says, ‘I know you. I
seen you, too. Watched you work. Those drawings, they say things.
It's seen. It's read. Yeah, I’d say you been doin' good.'
I dig out a spray can from my other
pocket.
‘This?'
‘Yeah.'
That heavy head tilts towards me, I
resist the urge to take a step back.
‘Yeah, why? Maybe you think someone
like me can't appreciate what you saying?'
‘No, not that,' I say quickly. ‘Look
around you, I didn’t think anyone really cares?'
The streets are empty except for the
human maggots, scavengers and guides. The maggots prey on the unwary,
the scavengers sell to the desperate and the guides, for a price,
provide some safety from both. The guides' torches - made from
tearing up the tarmac roads to use as fuel – are scurrying pools of
orange fire in the darkness. The hiss of rain turning to steam in the
flames forms a lament to a ruined world. The only vehicles left are
military and rarely seen; the streets are hazy with the beginning of
another London smog from a people forced once again to burn coal and
wood. A country splintered back into medieval times of fighting
fiefdoms.
‘I care,' he says. ‘When people
stop dreaming, creating… well then, we’re all dead. You know what
you and me are? We’re the last living leaves in a forest of
despair.'
‘So you're a poet.'
‘As much as you’re an artist. I'm
part of this, and I want a future,' he says, his massive fist
sweeping the air as if sowing corn. ‘Things have to change; your
subversive guerrilla art adds another voice to those that are still
listening and watching.'
Those heavy features gaze at me.
‘If you want to know, they call me
Joe.'
We consider each other, adversaries for
so long.
A human scavenger sidles up and reality
re-asserts itself.
‘You need body parts? Healthy liver
perhaps? No disease, Joe, guaranteed!'
Ferret-like eyes implore as hands
writhe in supplication like a modern Uriah Heap.
We turn our backs on the creature and
walk towards Piccadilly Circus and the empty plinth where Eros once
watched over lovers and tourists. Undeterred, the scavenger darts
past us and thrusts a note into the big man's coat pocket before
dodging away back into the night.
Joe shrugs: ‘I'm known around here,'
he says un-apologetically. ‘I used to drink hard. Still do, Allah
forgive me. That scavenger knows I might need him one day.'
Joe takes out the note and throws it
away, but not before reading it first.
I make a decision.
‘You know, they still show some art
at the old Tate Modern.'
Joe barks out a deep laugh.
‘Yeah, only for those that can pass
the scanners.'
‘I can get you in,' I say quietly.
‘If you want.'
He stops and gives me the hard look.
‘How?'
‘You know how. I'm one of them.'
‘Yeah, I already had that figured.
Which faith?'
‘Crusaders.' I shrug. ‘It's
required. There are others in the elite who feel the same as we do,
but they are nervous.'
‘Nervous!' Joe spat. ‘I'll bet they
are. You should know I'm part of the Brotherhood, part of Jihad.
That's also required.'
‘Yeah I had that figured.’ I
shrugged again. We knew where we stood. The dice was thrown.
The two of us stood in the rain looking
without seeing into the dark streets where the fighting continued
between us. The banditry and religious war, was all now a part of
normal life.
Eventually Joe spoke.
‘I'd like that.'
‘What?'
‘I'd like to see the art.'
‘Well, in that case, let's go.'
We walked in silence past dark and
empty windows, a part of town abandoned to the rabble. It seemed to
me that the darkness was spreading. Fewer and fewer areas were now
serviced with power and light and private militias heavily guarded
those that remained. The so-called government, my clan, held a
cluster of buildings along the embankment, serviced from the river
and fortified by the remains of the army. Joe became increasingly
nervous as we approached the fortified perimeter of Green Zone Four
wherein the Gallery was protected. I could see him glancing towards
me. I stopped.
‘Joe, listen, you probably saved my
life back there. But we both know there's more to this than that. I
need you to trust me.'
Joe studied me impassively, then said:
‘Tell me, Grafton, did you really need me to save your life?'
I hesitated. ‘Probably not.'
‘Yeah, of course you’re armed,
right?'
I shrugged. ‘Sure, but there was no
way I could’ve gotten my weapon out before that maggot cut me. It
would have been close.'
‘Yeah, that's what I figured. Both
counts. You're one crazy mother. A warrior artist.' Joe paused looked
away into the distance, thinking.
I knew if the decision went against me,
he could and would snap my neck like a chicken. And what's more, I
wouldn't even try to stop him.
‘K, man, what the hell, I'm goin' to
trust you,' he said, and for the first time I saw him smile. ‘Let's
go see some art - be inspired.'
I sent a micro-burst communication
access code to my men on the perimeter of GZ4 to allow us passage
and, as we walked through the night, the future seemed less dark.
There was a bridge between our people that we had both crossed.
‘Right, Joe, it’s done. Let’s get
inspired. Go change the world.'
‘Yeah, change the world man. Easy. No
problem.'
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